Christopher Johnson McCandless (February 12, 1968 – mid-August, 1992)

Have you ever think of leave your home, your comfort and live on land on your own?

Christopher Johnson McCandless (February 12, 1968 – mid-August, 1992), better know as Alexander Supertramp, was an American wanderer equip with minimal food and equipment conquered Arizona, California and South Dakota on his bear feet for two whole years before he sadly died in an empty bus out of hunger.http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christopher_McCandless

I just finished watch a movie about him, directed by Sean Pean. I admire the holiness of him, being able to have the gut to travel on his own, save except the wild, the danger and any unforeseen event. I admire his will towards loneliness, being able to stand on his own, live on his own, months without human contact, I admire his determination.

I admire this fellow, a guy with real guts!

Resurrection

After 15 months of overhaul do I become a better person? I don't really know, but there are a lot of transformation in myself. I rethink about my life, what is it for? Why I am here? Should I do think or not doing this? Is this what I wanted? What relationship suits me? What kind of work suits me? Who am I?

In these 15 months, I have danced with the devil in a pale moon light, shivering in the cold, against a lot of odds, pressed under extreme pressure and repeatedly asked myself why am I in this shit, yet, there is no change.

Lord answered my prayers in the dark days and when the time that He thought I have sufficient tests, I moved on. Thank God!

I have under went trainings to become a better man, but am I a better man after all these? This is a question that I would like to find an answer for myself in 2010. At present, the answer is obviously, NO, but I would like to make myself say YES by the end of 2010.

Looking forward to explore Asia and myself more in 2010.

Trespassing and Intruding

Trespass, legally means an unlawful intrusion that interferes with one's person or property.

Intrude, legally means to put or force in inappropriately, especially without invitation, fitness, or permission: intruded opinion into a factual report.

Over the years, I myself or many people have bypassed some one some how in their life, some comes with harmony, with joy with love but some like myself may come with anger, unhappiness, intrusion. Trespassing ones life, causing damages, unhappiness, disturbances, etc.

Now, the very first working day of 2010, I would say I am sorry! I would endeavour to come for other purpose rather then intruding or trespassing ones life anymore.