Over the years

Over the years, I think I have put too much effort to find a way to improve myself in all aspects. I keep looking outside to find a way to improve myself and I totally forgotten the need of actual improvement, which is from internal rather than external.

My wife in particular suffers a lot these years. Of course, as a traditional Chinese woman, she maintain her quietness keep on her hard work of looking after the family, while I am doing all sorts of adventure.

I think it is time to change, or for me to change internally, the way to look at women, especially my beloved wife. My humble thought is that, if I start to change the way to look at my wife, the way I treat my wife, she will know and remember how much we are in love.

Dear, except longing to put you in my arms again, I have all the patience for you, to listen to you and love you.